Monday, March 30, 2009

Concerning Correspondence












They are taking bets in Middle Earth. Will I really be able to go a week without e-mail on my trip? I say yes, confidently. A couple of skeptics say no way. I hark back to those days when I thought computers were for people out in Research Triangle Park calculating the fish levels at Falls Lake. I didn't know about e-mail. After I learned how, the first person I e-mailed was my neighbor who after two days, slipped the address of his brother, (who might be able to keep up with my volume), under my door. Pretty soon, Second Best was giving homework assignments to keep Moi busy and telling her to breathe into a paper bag as she was hyperventilating. Not that I wasn't busy. I was taking care of children, volunteering at the library, assisting an art teacher with grades k-4, dog walking, cat sitting, driving people to doctor visits, and working on that novel which I still claim to be working on. However, there was always a teeny bit of time (thank you, U!)for checking e-mail. It was recommended after Douglas died that I get grief therapy. I called a hypnotherapist and talked to him for 45 minutes about my plight. "My daughter thinks I need help." He said, "You can make an appointment if you like but really you have marvelous coping mechanisms." Yeah, e-mail. I e-mailed him to thank him and received an e-mail reply with a quote from Einstein, natch. E-mailing from Eureka was particularly nice b/c I could "stay up" for the nightowls on the East Coast. Middle Earth today had a perplexed look when I said I was training the cabinet door to stay closed. You see, I have a Theory of Inanimate Objects which includes a kindness clause. Be kinde to the cabinet door and it will be kinde to ye. On that note, I figured it would be impolite to send an e-mail while yawning but in Eureka if I cut off at 11:00 p.m. Eureka time I was still tres Emily Post. I was like my friend, Scott, who never talked on the phone without brushing her teeth first. Her husband had been the "inventor" of the line, "Promise her anything but give her Arpege." As a remembrance of those two fine people, one of the things I do before e-mailing is give myself a good squirt of L'Occitane's Myrrh and Incense so that Recipients will receive something beautiful with echoes of Tunisia. You can tell, can't you? The Blob will be on holiday next week. You might be sent a postcard with whiffs of New York but don't expect the North Carolina e-mail truck. It will be parked in the shade of the dogwood at Bag End waiting for my return.
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.....may the blessings of beautiful things be yours today and through the night, beautiful things like letters and postcards and instant aromatic telepathic messages....






Monday, March 23, 2009

A Rose



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A rose by any other name is still a rose. Well, maybe, but I have a penchant for renaming which was handed down by a friend of my mother's in 1937. Leo (Eleanor) did not like my mother's name, Della. Leo didn't think it perky enough for my naturally curly red-haired mother who had once been offered a job with the Ogilvy company because of her incredible hair. So Della became Judy, a good combo for Janz. She was Judy Janz until 1991 when I started taking her to the doctor and she would have to fill out forms using her legal name. I noticed a withering going on and it struck Moi that I should tell the doctor that she was Judy. What a difference. It took twenty years off her age. When my friend Sherry Boone was writing her stories she wanted to know what I'd like to be called. Out of spite, to irritate someone named Claudia, I asked for Claudia as my character name. Sherry said no. "It has to have the ring of the cash register...like Christieeeeen does." I had never thought of myself as a cash cow but I enjoyed the years I was Claudine. For the '70s writing class, I chose the pen name, Zeppha (feminine for Joseph, dreamer of dreams) and Wilder for the writer of Our Town. After a year of classes, a ritzy friend, Scott, said I had to have a 3rd part to my name if I were ever going to make it big on The New York Times Bestseller List. I chose,'Neuf" which is #9 in French and, yes, there is a story that goes with that! Zeppha Wilder Neuf. How likely would you be to read her book? Scott became attached to referring to Moi as Neuf. I even received snail mail at the house addressed to Neuf. The mail carrier was very understanding. My latest incarnation as Moi I find touching. I like being Moi so much I may cease and desist the Renaming Game...unless it's part of a longer appellation. Christine (ding ding) Mimsica Moi.
Comments are welcome with the warning; they can be modified.
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may the blessings of remembering who you are at even the darkest times be yours whatever you call yourself on any given day.....

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

A Fair and Dear Colleen

It wouldn't be St. Patrick's Day without a tribute to my sweet mother, the singingest nonsinger in all the world. To hear her tell it, there was no place like Ireland which, unfortunately, I never got to see except in the imagination of her stories. She and her best friend, Cassie Main, would walk the prams to the park when my brother was a baby and I believe there was never as peaceful a time as those days for my mother. "It was so good for my complexion!" painted an odd picture: my mother without freckles? I don't know if it was because her mother was a Leahy or because of natural gravitation but John McCormack would bring forth 5 star commentaries. My mother didn't sing around other people but since I made no judgments on her tunelessness, she sang constantly to Moi. I would try to figure out what the tune might be. She often sang, "Lulla, lulla, lulla,lulla bye bye. Does you want the moon to play with or the stars to run away with? Hush now don't you cry." I managed to piece together the tune by trying different notes. She would shake her head until I hit a correct one. She could hear a tune, just not sing it. My family was full of Irishisms as a consequence of the six years in Belfast before I was born. For instance, my father was never referred to by name or Pop, Daddy, Papa, or Father. He was, "The Daddy." If one wanted something in particular at a meal, one would ask, for instance,"Would you like a biscuit?" The other person was supposed to answer, "No, thank you but could I offer you a biscuit?" and then would come the real agenda, "Don't mind if I do." It was considered impolite to come out with a request directly. I hope I can embed The Wearing of the Green which is sung lightheartedly in taverns round the world on this day but my mother knew the history and she was proud of John McCormack. It was a highly charged political song that lost him many fans but he stuck by it and if I embed it correctly, you will see with what passion he rendered it. It is a reminder of what Patrick himself said, "What is more, let anyone laugh and taunt if he so wishes,
I am not keeping silent, nor am I hiding the signs and wonders
that were shown to me." Patrick of Armagh
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A poem by The Daddy
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COUNTY DONEGAL
There's a wind that blows with an eerie trill
As it follows the road up a rocky hill,
And passes along by the small thatched hut,
Where the wintry blast finds the stout door shut.

For the wind is loud and the wind is cold,
And it brings weird tales that were best not told.
So the place to stay when the fiends conspire
Is close by the warmth of the old turf fire.


But at night when the work of a hard day's done,
When the pig is fed, when the sheep are tun,
Then the menfolk meet in a sheltered lane
To play a jig with a lilting strain.

For the night is cold but the night is clear
And the wind stops still so it too can hear,
And the harsh, hard life of a Donegal day
Turns as soft as dusk in warmth of May.

Then the whole night long while the village sleeps
The silence hangs on the barren sweeps,
Till the sun comes up through the chilly dawn,
And the mist that clings to the hill drifts on.


For the wind has come and the wind comes fast,
And it scatters the mist while the clouds whip past,
And it gathers force for a new bleak day,
Where the fields are green but the skies are gray.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3X0mHDs6DcY&feature=channel_page

....may the Irish blessing of the road, the one rising to meet ye, be with you and the green you wear be full o' the meaning of doing the bold & right thing....

Monday, March 9, 2009

The Dumpster Folkhorse














Circa '92, my husby came home with a broken Wonder Horse. He knew it was the best present he could have given and he found it at the dumpster. You see, I have this affection for inanimate objects and as Gwen said, "You can't stand the killing of furniture." The handles were missing but I was able to thread a long wooden spoon through the holes. Ellen said Goop would secure it and so it did. Then began the decorating: beads, a straw hat with a sunflower, fat ribbons, glitter, ivy garlands, and necklace strands transformed the prancing pony with a loveliness she had never known. Children made her their destination. Eventually, when the springs became unsafe, I freed her from her cage prison and propped her up to become a piece of Folk Art. Years later, I printed a photo of her on what Randy/Joel called a "defective" printer. Why defective? The printer was supposed to print in black and white but a big yellow splotch appeared ON THE SUNFLOWER. I felt it was a miracle and a sign of sunny days ahead. When I looked for a design for my memoir, I thought of her and fiddled on Photo Shop to make the just right "cover." She had become a symbol. She incorporated my favorites--stars, Native American tales, found treasure, botanicals, trust, and love. When it came to creating a profile pic, I couldn't think of anything more like Moi. She had my aura to a T. I called her the Folkhorse and when I left Roanoke, I gave her to a Jennifer, a reader of books anyone would love to borrow (and I did),to ride from the ceiling beams of a delightful house. For the dedication of this never-to-be-gotten-around-to-autobiography, I wrote: to the Keeper of the Universe who, like a gentle breeze, sets the merry-go-round in motion.
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....may your days be filled with the music of the painted ponies and the light of sunflowers...

Monday, March 2, 2009

The Pleasure of Thy Company





The Shire is not a B&B, unless you want to think of it as Beautiful and Bustling. Breakfast is not served but rummaging in the pantry is fine and recommended if you are up before elevenses. Posters for Carrboro's Open Eye Cafe are prominently displayed, hint, hint. There are beds of a sort, each with its own idiosyncrasies, with multiple handmade quilts showcasing good fortune patterns and ladders. It takes an adventurous person, to put it euphemistically, to visit but adventure is what life is about, no? First, there is the problem of location. Mapquest cheerfully winds one around the Chapo Heeel Public Library assuming all the while you are not in a hurry. Then, there's the technicality of arbitrary name changing streets and don't forget the sudden, disorienting, "You are now entering" of townships when you didn't know you'd even left. North Carolina's most common welcome sign features a pineapple. There is a story to that but I don't recall what it is. I can tell you one thing, though, I'm sure the pine is for, "I pine and balsam, too," when guests leave. However, the Longleaf Pine being the North Carolina tree of note I feel entitled to go and commune with the pines and my guestbook and do a little bawling to get the toxins out. The Shire has been honored to have as its guests Voloydimir, the Ukrainian engineer specializing in indoor sprinkler systems and philosophy, and this week: singer/songwriter/memoirist/humanitarian/comic/ and commentator, Micah "Meatjacket" Evans. See photo (used without his permission) of when he looked good. The other Distinguished Avocado is Randy Walker who has not been a guest but I borrowed the pic b/c I didn't have one of Voloydimir. The pleasure of guests was all ours, "ours" being The Ditsy Chics of the Blue Mountains, Middle Earth, and The Shire--Dixie's very own enchanted realm. I'm hoping for a 5 star rating but I'll take a half o' one. I would think the plastic chickens out in the front yard would rate at least two. Y'all come down and see Moi sometime.
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....may the blessings of good company and provisions be yours...







Monday, February 23, 2009

Skcenery














They say a picture is worth a thousand words so I have a head start on a 5000 word post. The "ancient" glyph on the top far right is a "water" color courtesy of my brother, Robert Janz. The striking bamboo art is entitled, "Harmony."

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The part of my brain in charge of spelling is innovative to say the least. There is something about words with "sc" in them that bring on la grippe. No, I am not prejudicial against South Carolina (well, just a little) but try and get the brain to spell licsense, defensce, or musclesc and I wonder if I shouldn't be composing An Olde Primer on the New Englishk. I have been told that this is a "learning disability" but I don't believe in such things. I think it's a different way of viewing the world. Some of us are scientifically oriented; others are whimsically oriented; some can bridge the differences and be a Whole Skchmear person. Spell Check is my hero, exkcept usually it doesn't know if I mean sole or soul. Doesn't it know by now??? I am want to give the sc's a "k" in there somewhere. K is elegant and it cloaks the rest of the sentence in an aura of a distant language. Whatever happened to the Esperanto idea? Or sticking with Renaissance quirks like magickal? I was drawing kangi (Japanese characters) on a postcard and thought perhaps the world wide web should take up an icon alphabet. I am certain a heart would be understood anywhere in the universes, eskpecially if it were flanked by "I" and "San Franciskco." eye/heart/cable car.
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I received a message which mentioned that the replier's favorite sonnet is XXX:


" But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
All losses are restor'd and sorrows end."
It is a sad sonnet but isn't the ending the best ever? And isn't it the wisest advice? Think on each other and be happy.
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...the blessings of hieroglyphic messages and harmonious encounters be yours...












Monday, February 16, 2009

A Good and Splendid Night



computer drawing, by special permission, from the collection of Henry Hobbs.

Micah's comment about my brain prompted this post. I like my brain, too. I never know what it has stirring. I once wrote a science fiction short story for Burt Prelutsky's class called, The Night Bunch, about who was manning my brain during the wee hours of the morn. Reminiscing about that wacky crew leads to one of my favorite topics. Night. Growing up where the heat of the day effectively drained away any energy I could muster and the siesta was the highlight of an afternoon, night took on a special drama. As in fairytales, midnight was routinely the time for falling into mysticism. Most of the people around were falling into alcohol and its companionship with foolishness so I spent my time stargazing. I think I named all the stars. Of course, I didn't know what any of them were really called and I was cross-cultural in my choices. The only constellation pattern I recognized was the Southern Cross. I'm fairly sure the Little Dipper had some Aztec name and I was partial to elaborate pretend Portuguese. Like so many things where the facts have become realigned, it doesn't matter. What matters is remembering the magic of those times and hearing my mother recite:

The night has a thousand eyes.
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
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The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of the whole life dies
When love is done.--Francis William Bourdillon (who wrote 13 volumes of poems but is remembered for this one by mainly moviegoers who saw the title in a 1948 flick starring Edward G. Robinson)
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...the blessings of the rhythm of ebb and flow, nearness and apartness, birth and death be yours....



Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Extra! Extra!




courtesy of Carolyn Meyer







from the ephemeral collection of

Robert Janz
sea water (Irish?)and igneous rock

arrow of unknown origin
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...."LOVE IS NOT LOVE WHICH ALTERS WHEN IT ALTERATION FINDS.".. ....

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Sondra Ball wrote to say she will publish my poem, After the End of the World, tomorrow in her online poetry zine. I'm not going to declare my poem as fine as Sonnet 116 quoted above of Will Shakespeare's but there is something similar between the two. Will's is more complicated but mine is just as deep. Sorry, Will. Some of us do lay claim to also "owning" the topic of love. I like the open-endedness of my poem. The reader has to decide for himself/ herself what the poem is. Is it a love poem? Or a prayer? Maybe it's a poem about the scattering of families by geography. It could be an unrequited situation with overtones of melancholy or an affirmation that the soul survives the worst catastrophes. It could be a sibling poem or a memorial to a friend. There's a good chance it's a mother/child poem. I know what I thought it was as I was writing it but I'll let you choose. Of course, I welcome your guesses but, shucks, I bet you already have guessed what Moi would write. To conclude my Valentine special edition, I will quote a letter from my dad who would have probably described love as the supreme human grace which comes from the capacity to live joyously. "Charley brought me three cucumbers, which I did not dare eat raw. So I boiled them hard, chilled them, and put lemon juice on them. Try it some time. It’s awful." Robert Janz, Senior Advisor on Visa and Immigration, Liberia 1953
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........today's blessing is a tip o' the hat to Emily Dickinson, Some Enchanted Evening, and Will....


...may Love surprise you, springing up from hidden coves to dance through meadows

and over hilltops and may it never let you go.....

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Of the Not Fully Recognized Class


I didn't want to hear about the cherry tree. Who says George Washington didn't chop it down? I've been to his house. I've seen the cherry blossoms across the Potomac. I know there is a possibility of the story being true or not true. Who's to prove one way or the other? Maybe that wasn't even George Washington's house. Did I have to be told Lincoln wasn't much of a writer? I am weary of sorting through facts, fiction, faction, illusion, and the surreal. Personally, I go for cosmic teachings but whatever floats your boat and doesn't harm children is fine to my mind. I think what I think and I like what I like and I don't like what I don't like. One thing I don't like is the presidential birthdays holiday. I like birthdays and I like holidays but I'm with Aaron Copland and his Fanfare for the Common Man. How about celebrating the birthday of ordinary blokes and blokettes? The day laborer, the charwoman, the behind the scenes guy, the gandy dancer, the tireless nightshift cabbie, the stay-at-home volunteer, the dogged rookie reporter,the grassrooter, the pure of heart--these have emancipated and shaped the country as much as anybody and with fewer sidetrips into questionable behavior involving killing. On Blob this Tuesday, I'm suggesting a cake in honor of the February people who didn't become topics of myth and history, the unsung people who go to work on their birthdays. Go to work! but celebrate with cake. You'll have plenty of company. No, I'm not baking the cake myself. The baker up at 4:00 a.m.(see photo) kept my corner of the Shire aromatic with spun cinnamon and shredded coconut. By special permission from Robert Sims, singing along will be my contribution....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1MarBtUvW4
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She Dwelt Among Untrodden Ways
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She dwelt among the untrodden ways
Beside the springs of Dove,
Maid whom there were none to praise
And very few to love:
A violet by a mossy tone
Half hidden from the eye!--
Fair as a star, when only one
Is shining in the sky.
She lived unknown, and few could know
When Lucy ceased to be;
But she is in her grave, and, oh,
The difference to me!"--William Wordsworth
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...the blessing of the ordinary, the reliable, the beautiful be yours....

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

The Art of Assemblage


TEST KITCHEN WINNER ....................................................................................FUTURE YOUNG ASSEMBLER OF AMERICA

<-----COUNSELOR BY THE SEA
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One thing you will never see on the Blob is a recipe. I don't cook; I assemble. In the 50's, girls were required to take Home Economics. Have you ever heard such a strange juxtaposition of words? To this day when people talk about the wretched economy, I think of the F- I received for Boil an Egg so that the Yolk is Centered. I attribute that to a compleat (as written in Olde English cookbooks) lack of interest. However, I snagged an A+ for my final exam effort: Pizza Totale. I practically invented the word, "Loaded." I'm a born matchmaker. I knew that pineapple and olives go together like love & marriage and all the relatives have to show up, too. While the other girls fussed over deviled eggs, I shone throwing my pizza. Recently, I visited a friend from France noted for her quiches. I was sampling a particularly tasty one and asked her what was in it. "Leftover spaghetti." Holey Molay. "Ah, sweet mystery of life at last I've found you!" It was instant bonding with a fellow Assembler. Did I mention that take-out is one of my favorite words?
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.......the blessings of good eats be at your table wherever you are.....

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Tuesdays (for the most part) with Moi


Coming Soon: The All New Tuesday Blob Wherein Secrets are Revealed. So it isn't Tuesday yet. So sue moi. You didn't really think I'd last long in absentia, did you? My arm was twisted by Carolyn Meyer's comment,"What a sibling pair." This I found greatly amusing. I wrote a poem about my brother once in which I compared him to a scarecrow. And I'm fairly certain the haute couture photo he took of moi in high school was an assignment of revenge. When I was nine, I had a collection of saint statues on an improvised altar. We were living in Cali, Colombia where the flowers could be picked daily. I returned from a bouquet scouting outing with my Baptist missionary friends, who already had issues with my altar, only to discover my brother had painted all the statues vivid avant-garde colors from head to toe, including Santa Rita whose blood running from her forehead no longer contrasted with her saintly pallor. I yelled, "Merde!" My mother went into one of her non-sequitur lectures about how I should appreciate his artistry b/c he was the world's most wonderful brother. And, she added," You are the Little Sister." There was no winning in that household. When he accidentally set the Christmas tree on fire, I was outraged. My mother scolded, "He almost died!" We.. All... almost died! It is a serious and pleasing wonder that in our golden years, he and I are such good friends. Of course, I don't let him visit. It's true what the delightful Ms. Meyer said. Roberto and I are a sibling pair!
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may the blessings of childhood pranks and pleasures be with you (to tide you over till Tuesday) this day.....

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Anniversary


photo credit: Robert Janz, Lago de Atitlan, Guatemala 1928

Robert Janz, Sr.
Born: October 11, 1903
Died: January 31, 1985 of leukemia
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~~~~~~~In the Moon of Frost on the Omaha
my father died,
not of a chill wind
but of a long brave life.
The blood that ran from his veins
had little left;
it had been spilt in behalf
of his peoples over and over
again in droplets since he first
discovered the need.
And, oh! What a need he
stumbled upon.
The oldest son, then chief of our
ragtag family--no one
can succeed him: our tribe dies out.
But goodness goes on.
Kindness is never overwhelmed.
His words from the books are remembered.
His magic dance of power is handed down.
The Great Spirit receives him
with a slap of thunder
to a place beyond the stars.
Goodnight, my father.
Your obedient daughter weeps for you;
the mighty oceans catch her tears
and toss them to the clouds.
In the Moon of the Red Grass Appearing,
they will bring fresh rain to the earth
you loved so well.
The land will bloom once more for you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Christine (1985)~~~

Friday, January 30, 2009

Meditations


Someone was always reading aloud in my childhood and I figure that's why I like listening to meditations. It's like being read to, cared for. The Inner Child recreates the Outer Fun. There are several meditations on Beliefnet, the Daily Dalai Lama, and Carolyn Myss. I particularly like her "Corridor of Chaos." Dr. David Illig has updated his old cassette series to cd collections with spiffy covers. When my dad went blind, a Braille organization would telephone each day. His choice was having the NY Times read to him. My favorite company is L'Occitane which employs blind chemists and sends blind children to summer camp near lavender fields in Provence. The other senses are enhanced when the sense of sight is lost. Can you imagine what that would do to a blind child--the feel of the summer breeze, the clean washup scent of lavender? I think perhaps all my senses are enhanced through these meditations which I listen to at odd moments but don't necessarily follow the instructions such as, "Close your eyes." However, I get results. Instead of Hear No Evil/ See No Evil/Speak No Evil .... I come away with Hear All Good/ See All Good/ Speak All Good, courtesy of the leaders. This is probably why I like messages left on my cell. They are snippets of being read to, which I can choose to repeat any time. A song can be a meditation. This one, used with permission, comes from Micah.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3udhLHqbbt8
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........the blessings of "walking in beauty" be with you...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Cafe Shire











Sometimes the most obvious thing right under my nose takes awhile to come to my attention. I should have read more Arthur Conan Doyle. It wasn't till I was streaming WVRU on Randy Walker's recommendation, that it dawned on moi, "KHSU! Humboldt State! Instead of missing my favorite programs from Eureka days, I could be..." Sure enough. Folks, I may never leave The Shire! I will now not miss Democracy Now, New Dimensions, Foggytown Junction, and the very best in 13th-18th Century music of Spain, France, and Portugal. Speaking of Eureka and commemoratives, (we were, weren't we?) I thought the Blob needed a little jazzing up today. The artwork is courtesy of the postal service without its permission. What does this have to do with Eureka, stamps, and radio? I'll tell you. The walk to the post office by way of Los Bagels (a Jewish/Spanish establishment with a salmon delight called Delilah) was my favorite outing and I would rush back to listen to KHSU. On the Hayride, I heard a song by one of the oldie greats about how radio had shaped her life. I could identify. http://www.khsu.org/

...the blessings of a good tune and pithy book reviews be yours.....












Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Readings


Uncle Henry could make a grocery list sound like a recitative. He favored long poems such as The Midnight Ride of Paul Revere, The Highwayman, and The Pied Piper of Hamelin, but I remember Aunt Stella reading Evangeline the best, during the year Stella worked at the Smithsonian and my family lived in Tauxemont. It was a book length poem by Longfellow and I didn't know if it was fictitious or not. I cried over the tale of Evangeline leaving Grand Pre and searching for Gabriel during what was called The Great Upheaval or The Deportation. When I saw her statue on a small windy plain in Nova Scotia, I marveled at how the sculptor had made her age. On one side of her face, she was youthful and slowly the other side showed the character lines of her suffering. I circled her several times to see how he had done this magical work of art. In case you are not acquainted with Evangeline, here is how the poem begins:
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"THIS is the forest primeval. The murmuring pines and the hemlocks,
Bearded with moss, and in garments green, indistinct in the twilight,
Stand like Druids of eld, with voices sad and prophetic,
Stand like harpers hoar, with beards that rest on their bosoms.
Loud from its rocky caverns, the deep-voiced neighboring ocean
Speaks, and in accents disconsolate answers the wail of the forest.
This is the forest primeval; but where are the hearts that beneath it
Leaped like the roe, when he hears in the woodland the voice of the huntsman?
Where is the thatch-roofed village, the home of Acadian farmers --
Men whose lives glided on like rivers that water the woodlands,
Darkened by shadows of earth, but reflecting an image of heaven?
Waste are those pleasant farms, and the farmers forever departed!
Scattered like dust and leaves, when the mighty blasts of October
Seize them, and whirl them aloft, and sprinkle them far o'er the ocean.
Naught but tradition remains of the beautiful village of Grand-Pre.
Ye who believe in affection that hopes, and endures, and is patient,
Ye who believe in the beauty and strength of woman's devotion,
List to the mournful tradition still sung by the pines of the forest;
List to a Tale of Love in Acadie, home of the happy.
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...the blessings of readings on cold nights and the wind in the pines....

Monday, January 26, 2009

Words & Phrases

TUESDAY......ONE TWENTY SEVEN
I've given you book recommendations and sites to click. Today I have received permission to put one of my favorite poems on for your reading pleasure. It is written by Roanoke musician/poet Randy Walker (aka Randalf). Rather than use his album cover of the same name,
I have accompanied the poem with my favorite statue, Evangeline. I will tell you about her tomorrow so that I can use one of my favorite, hopeful phrases: "to be continued..."
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LOVE IN THE CITY OF STATUES
............ Randy Walker
In the days before electric light,
the city night was filled with a thousand stars,
and love traveled through the streets
to reach the hearts of men and women.
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Love seldom rested in shadows, and no one was immune.
Love was awake when the milkman hitched his horse,
when the apple lady tied her bonnet,
when the baker kneaded his dough.
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Love filled the washerwoman's tub
and followed the children to school.
At lunchtime, Love met the clerk in the courthouse square,
love fed the pigeons, pushed the pram, swept the cobblestones,
joked with the lawyer and his friend the accountant.
Love was in the sun on the sandwich vendor's face,
and in the shadows under the elms.
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When the church bell rang five o'clock,
Love was waiting for the banker, walking home through back streets.
Love was in the smells of dinner wafting through open windows,
in the honeysuckle climbing the fence,
in the summer dresses waving on the line.
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After supper, love took the streetcar,
past the great equestrian statues all coppery and new,
to the park at the edge of the city.
Love swelled the blackberries,
love lay thick on grass still warm with the day's heat,
as sunlight drained into the earth.
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Love called through the trees,rippled the pond,
reflected the Milky Way,
played tag with shrieking children,
held lovers' hands,
until it was too dark to see.
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On the way home, belles nodded on beaus' shoulders,
but love never rested.
As the night deepened,
love pooled in hollows,
glimmered like gaslight on damp shining pavement,
streamed like moonlight through open windows,
poured over windowsills, swirled around bedsteads,
entered the dreams of children.
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Such was life in the city of statues,
when love traveled through the streets,
when city nights were dark,
in the days before electric light.
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...may love swirl around your bedsteads and enter your dreams...

Mail Truck


photo: Gillian Shaw-Pichalo at a Post Box in Oxford-------------------->
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As I understood it, computers were supposed to say, "You've got mail" when a message popped up. Mine, instead, has a perky voice which chirps, "Mail Truck!" It sounds as though she is announcing the sale of the decade. During most of my childhood, I was homesick for America. I didn't have a home to come home to; it was a general feeling of wanting to be someplace with tuna melts and milkshakes and Macy's basement. My trusty connections were the Voice of America on the tall brown radio and postcards from my Uncle Henry. He liked the Hudson River School of artists and Indians of the Plains. He worked for the postal service in some way that involved railroads. Therefore, I received the most up to date commemoratives, pre-stamped envelopes, and vistas of Yosemite with numerous National Wildlife Federation stickers. He quoted poetry which he recommended I memorize, "...in case you are ever in prison." When my brother went away to parts unknown, he sent postcards with stamps in languages I couldn't read and sketches of his whereabouts. Sometimes, there would be a mangled photograph of a sunset (in black and white) on the isle of Skye or geraniums in a Spanish garden. I have over 200 of his postcards in my Roberto niche, along with newspaper reviews and art museum programs. I was a horrid correspondent. I never wrote back but perhaps my dad wrote to Uncle Henry and said, "Christine is carrying your postcard around inside her uniform over her heart. It's having a near-death experience. The postcard. Not Christine's heart." For one reason or another, Uncle Henry never gave up. Now, in the age of e-mail, my thrill is that voice from out of nowhere. "Mail Truck!" In Eureka, the mail carrier was delighted I was on his route. He would wave a card and say, "Roanoke Central!" when Dian would send a heavily decorated letter addressed to various people such as, "The best little faerie in all of California." Or when Susan sent one with a drawing of Gone CoCo elaborately enscribed. Snail mail, e-mail. All mail is good mail, except maybe statements mail. Oh! I just heard, as we speak..."Mail Truck!"
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May you have letters full of clippings and your postcards carry a taste of their origins...


Sunday, January 25, 2009

Spring Sprang Sprung







photo credit: Douglas Clark Taylor, a Cameron Man
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The Inauguration Day snow has melted and a touch of Spring has come to the Shire. Spring sprang sprung. It's an excuse to quote my favorite Robbie Burns poem on this his birth date. I discovered he did not write it. What am I going to do about the relentless fact-finding Internet?? I am told he revised an earlier version of a soldier's. A quandary. Would the song have been known without Robert Burns? Should the soldier's scribbles be always published alongside? Looking at various sites I see that the fact is not well-known. Should I be the one to provide this educational jolt? I believe in freedom of information. However, I also believe in the world of magical realism. Consequently, here is my take on the quandary:
I have decided to un-fact
and keep the image of my youth intact.
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My love is like a red, red rose
That’s newly sprung in June :
My love is like the melody
That’s sweetly played in tune.
As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in love am I :
And I will love thee still, my dear,
Till a’ the seas gang dry.
Till a’ the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi’ the sun :
And I will love thee still, my dear,
While the sands o’ life shall run.
And fare thee weel, my only love,
And fare thee weel a while !
And I will come again, my love,
Thou’ it were ten thousand mile.a poem by Robert Burns
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I send you a Scottish blessing:
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"May the blessing of light be on you, light without and light within. May the blessed sunlight shine on you like a great peat fire, so that stranger and friend may come and warm himself at it. And may light shine out of the two eyes of you, like a candle set in the window of a house, bidding the wanderer come in out of the storm."

Saturday, January 24, 2009

On the Eve



photo credit: Robert Janz

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I think of the number 20 as being "on the eve of" because it is my birthday number which fell on the eve of the summer solstice in 1938. Can you believe this is my 20th post? Please do not count. I could be wrong but one thing I know: the Archive is getting longer than the posts. Who would have thunk? Consequently, this post is "on the eve" of something big. Let moi know if something big happens in your writing life as, even though I said to moiself that I would write a special poem for Robbie Burns' birth date (tomorrow), I have yet to come up with something that matches his, "Love is like a red, red rose that's newly sprung..." Speaking of which, I was forwarded Birthday Calculator which happily said, "My Flower" is the wild rose. Neat! There were miniature wild roses outside the Veterans' office/house in Eureka. Each day on my walk, I would bend over one and say, "Hello, Cheerful." I'm sure any vet looking out the window would have muttered,"It takes all kinds. At least she's not a shouter." Maybe that's why a vet came out one day and asked, "How's it goin', Pretty Lady?" I have, by chance (?!) added a flower slide show and that is a reminder to have you take a look at a spectacular slide show on Micah Evans' site: http://www.susannafosterchronicles.com/
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Blessings of good cheer and pretty happenings be yours.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Send the Light



People rate books as Lifechanging or Most Influential. I can say that Teetoncey, a Young Adult first-in-a-trilogy by Scott O'Dell, fits the bill on both those categories. I read it in the early 70's in California and became fevered with seeing the Outer Banks of North Carolina and the lighthouse at Okracoke. Years later, I snapped the photo. One of my prized possessions is a miniature book called, what else, Lighthouses. For a bookmark, there is a teeny blue-striped plastic lighthouse hung on a thin satin ribbon. The photos are luscious and almost every page has a quote. How Moi! I have seen only a few lighthouses: Ockracoke, Hatteras, St. Mark's. However, I have looked up and read about practically all. Their history and symbolism is inspiring. My favorite "light" is not really a house but she is a light and she is a beacon of friendship: the Statue of Liberty. When I saw her up close and personal on the eve of a 4th of July, with a small brass band playing, I was struck by how delicate her power was. The copper alone weighs 31 tons and yet, this statue of a woman with a torch in a star garden had a foot upturned as if she would take flight.
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"The lighthouse lifts its massive masonry,
a pillar of fire by night, a cloud by day."
--Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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The blessings of light and safe arrival be yours.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Paradise Revisited





Call us The Tinkerers. What I've noticed about the friends I have most in common with is that they like to revise. Years ago, I read a collection of short stories by the Irish writer Frank O'Connor (a pseudonym for Michael O'Donovan)after his death. His wife said it would be the final uncut version as Frank wouldn't be around to revise. It turns out that even after his stories were published, he'd go back and tinker with them. You should see my scribbles and scraps! On that note, the URL for Susanna Foster's memorial dvd has been changed to...YouTube - Susanna Foster--- In Loving Memory ..............and the 1/20/09 Blob has new doors...the newest obituary to come to my Inbox: Obituary: Susanna Foster Music The Guardian Perhaps that's why amongst my favorite words are these: update, the latest scoop, breaking news, refresh, ripped-from-the-headlines, and did-you-hear. They share the concept of, "Growing." My best of friends and family don't jell out. They are not, as my Eureka friend used to say, "Stuck in stupid." They grow.

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The blessings of growing things, still invisible, be yours.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Tracking the First Three Minutes




I'm not fond of the term, "Older Posts" any more than I am fond of the term, "Senior citizen." Senior in my dictionary means high school and the harrowing days of trying to get through same alive. My mother's comment on Graduation Day was, "You were supposed to wear black shoes." Where were the gushing glory statements regarding my triumph?? My reply was, "It's too hot for black." Her quick response was, "You think green is cooler?" Yes, way cooler, although I would have phrased it differently. Trying on sophistication at that age, my friends and I would have said, "Trop chiqu-er" as we hobbled around in spike heels and crinolines. How liberating now not to be a senior and to be allowed the freedom of jammies while e-mailing. Since the template on my Blob forbids changing Older Posts, I suggest you plant in your mind such Shire-ish possibilities as Other Scribbles and Formidable Yesterdays. My granddaughter has been drawing a comic strip featuring Tapioca Custard and Dijon Mustard which she calls, "Flustered Verbatim." I'll ask her for suggestions. I enquired what the Japanese might be on the illustration for this post. Her reply: i have no idea what the middle line is, but the first one is talking about a plum tree and a crab (maybe) and the last is literally translated as "mountain, love, alas!" (maybe). This is my kind of answer. Several newscasters, while commenting on the new presidency, mentioned, "generational shift." Isn't that just another way of saying senior? I've never thought generationally. I think whimsically, which keeps the bones a'dancing. Obama began the first minutes of his presidency listening while Yo-Yo Ma, Itzhak Perlman, Gabriela Montero and Anthony McGill played the old Shaker hymn, "Simple Gifts." What symbolically rich first minutes!



The blessings of agelessness, whimsy, and favorite winter slippers be yours.




Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Sound of History







































































What was that?




I heard something!....................Hear that sound?



It's the sound of doors opening all over the world!